nightmarishxreality

So....I'm leaving my current school next year. Which is good and bad. Good, because I hate my current school with a passion. Hate it. Okay, maybe hate is a bit of a strong word- it's gotten better (finally). I have friends and my classes are starting to be not so boring. But seriously, I've been wanting out since third grade. That was a long time ago, and I'm finally leaving.

But at the same time, there's a lot of sadness. I'm going to miss my current school- I have a lot of memories here. Not all of them are good, in fact, most of them are bad. But I have some amazing friends that I'm leaving behind. One in particular. I love her to death. So I feel bad about leaving her. And I'm sad to leave the people I've gotten close to.

But I think it'll be worth it. I'm saying my goodbyes and making promises to keep in touch. Lots of people have said "I'll miss you so much", but I doubt many of them will. Maybe I'll occasionally be in their thoughts, you know, a passing "Huh, I wonder how she's doing", but I doubt many will actually miss me.

But this is just another chapter in life. Besides, I would be saying goodbye to these people in senior year anyway. What's a few years early?